I've realised that, in the last few days particularly, every little thing just makes me burst into tears. I don't know if that is good or bad. I try to think of it like a safety valve that lets off steam, thereby preventing unwanted explosions :-(.
Every time I see Ken in his sleep, hallucinating, talking to people not there, gesticulating with his hands, I cry. When he gets up for breakfast and can barely stay up long enough to eat and go back to bed, I cry. When I type my blog and re-live the things that I am typing about, I cry (like now!!). When my family and my friends call to find out what is happening, I cry. I just got a beautiful, beautiful Little Teddy, plush, chubby, and cute, and a bunch of lovely pink roses, from Tony and Peng, and, what happens? I CRY!!! I can't even call them to say Thank you, because I am crying too much - so I have to sms my thanks - how crass is that?
So, if you call me, and I am in tears, please forgive me - it is just my safety valve, I am OK, really!
Till next time, please continue to keep Husband in your thoughts and prayers, FIRST to get rid of the side effects and get the pain under control and NEXT (equally important) to GET RID OF THE CANCER.
And, of course, don't forget... stay safe, stay HEALTHY!
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{{{{{{{{{{{{ GREAT BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} for you and Ken. You and Ken have gone through so much and still going through so much. It's only natural. You've stayed so strong. You're only human after all :)
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